Ψ瘋狂與平靜的調和Ψ

I lost in my illusion garden
how many time that I scream in the night
how many times in my dream that I can't breath
how many times that I told to myself that I should be brave,
I still could feel the sun warm.
but I lost in my illusion garden again
but why, why I couldn't flow out the tear now
if I can, if I don't need to make any choice just watch the world
I don't know how to find the way out in the sudden downpour
if the heavy rain could attack me awake, just tell me!
I have no time to scare.
the deep grey sky please take my away and swallow me.
I still have no brave to see the future
the rain getting too fast to listen to the echo.
it was just singing a sad song.
but why, why I couldn't flow out the tear now
always........it getting no echo